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My love was once a forest. It grew tall and was abundant.

What's left now is but a seed in a desert of sand. Sand spitting up into the air, the seed weathers in the sun.


Was this fate brought on by natural occurrence or was it simply that a boy never grew up and instead gave himself away too readily.

Naively I have searched to find myself and all I have found is loss. Loss of friends, money, women, and my sanity. All I had to do to find myself was look in a fucking mirror but instead I went to college to waste a whole bunch of money I didnt have for an education I barely received which inevitably ended up with me being stuck in a job where the people I work with are absolute retards half the time. If I ever had any confidence it is definitely lost now.

BOTTLE EMOTIONS INTO POETRY IN 3 - 2 - 1:// INITIALIZING



Feeling hopelessly stuck here.
Feeling hopeless.
No where to move.  No inertia or focus.

Maybe thats why I choke down the smoke daily
Maybe I wear these chains vainly.
Even though I know the smoke helps hold me down.
Making me Scattered, blinded, tied, and fouled
The pieces: everywhere and unaccounted for
are like a maze scattered on the floor.

they once were a part of my heart
but are now just remnants torn apart.
  • Mood: Apprehensive

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  • Current Residence: St Augustine, FL
  • Interests: Painting, music (listening and making), juggling, myachi, and appreciating skill
  • Favourite band or musician: Serj Tankian
  • Favourite artist: Duchamp, Freud, Johns, Bosch, Warhol, Van Gogh, Serj Tankian,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Serj Tankian
  • Favourite photographer: Adams
  • Favourite style of art: Post post post modern contemporary observational expression.
  • Operating System: Win XP, unfortunately
  • MP3 player of choice: Itunes
  • Favourite game: TF2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spike from Cowboy beebop
  • Tools of the Trade: Soul, mind, hands, charcoal, graphite, oil & acrylic paint, voice

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:icongrammy-moo-stock:
Thanks for the Fav!
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:iconbpinzonphotography:
thank you for the favorite!! :D

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come check out my gallery :) [link]
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:iconnoiselessness:
Thanks for the watch. I like your work!

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:icondent:
No problem, I really enjoy your illustrations. All of my stuff on here is like a year old, I never update anymore - but many paintings are in the works..
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:iconnoiselessness:
sweet, can't wait to see them! XD

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:icondoxenogo:
youve been tagged by me so go here: [link]

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:iconwaynebenedet:
Thank you Josh for adding
FARGO [link]
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:iconhephastes:
flagler huh? i'm at ringling in sarasota. that's funny.

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:iconhello-cup:
Thank you so much for the :+fav:! I really appreciate it!!
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:iconfathomous:
Sure man go ahead. And i'm turning 19 in a month, thanks for the compliments. Glad you think my photos are worthy of an oil painting, heh.
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